I have put off updating this ...because I was waiting for something fun and exciting to happen...like a new house, etc....but instead so much bad stuff keeps happening. It is almost comical at this point....and I don't dare say it can only go up from here...Although things stink at the moment...I have alot to be grateful for.
The other night I was in tears over our one family car. It died on Thursday while Seth was driving to a client. We had it towed to a repair place and were told that it would cost around 3000$ to fix. Not good .....not now....not possible.
I felt buried under that van, having to be out of our house by Dec. 30, by packing, by Christmas and Ella's birthday, by sending off a dear friend I will miss, and by spending another holiday without any members of my side of the family.
The door bell rang and I answered it.
The rough looking character told me about a home that he lived in 2 yrs ago...that helped him on his way when he was homeless and a struggling alcoholic. ( I remembered we had donated to this home last year) My heart dropped a little as I had to tell him, I really had nothing to give him. I had nothing to give.
That didn't sit right with me....so I quickly asked..is there anything else I could give or help with?
He told me that they just started accepting women into this home and needed clothes and hygiene supplies for them...desperately. I had just filled 3 garbage bags of old clothes to donate...so I gave those. I gave half of my soap, shampoo and hygiene products I had. I realized how much I take for granted the good life I live. It humbled me to think of these ladies...who would be so grateful for a bar of soap, a daisy razor and maxi pads. ( sorry I said maxi pads!)....and I realized that I have so much.....even if so many things feel like they are crashing down on me right now...I have SOOOOO much.
If you are reading this....I probably love you....(if I don't...stop reading this you weirdo).....I am grateful for wonderful people in my life.
Thanks for all you are and do! mwah! oxxoxo
8 comments:
I have spent the last 24 hours trying to figure out how to get you people a car. You are loved. You are thought about. You are not alone. You are in prayers. I loved this post, even if you said "maxipads". Thank you.
I adore your family. You are one of the best... quite an amazing family. Times are crazy in our 4 walls, as well. Know you are in our prayers! You are quite a generous woman, you are! I learned something from you today. Thank you!
You are an amazing woman! I am so grateful to know you and call you friend! What a bleesing it is to give to those less fortunate. I understand your frustrations and I too feel blessed, even among my own trials! Thank you for sharing such a wonderful post!
You are my hero...may I always see my blessings in times of hardship...just like you!
I know it's hard but try to keep in mind that it will only make you stronger! I have to remind myself that too but it does! I'm so sad you won't live across the street from me anymore but glad you'll still be close. Your the best neighbor Iv'e ever had! PLEASE don't hesitate to let me know when you need to use our car, really when ever you need it, let me know! I'm here for you!
Caroline... the storm has been so long for you guys. It can only get better from here. You know I'm here for you, whatever you need. You are a strong, kind-hearted woman and you will be blessed! Keep your head held high.
Man, Caroline, you have some awesome friends! I'm just reading everyone's comments, and you sure are loved. There is probably tons more who would post comments too, if they could. You are a really kinds and wonderful person!
You are in my prayers too. And I also was very impressed with your post. I'm talking in church tomorrow about gratitude, and your thoughts are certainly a good example of the kind of attitude to have. If only we would remember to focus on all that we are blessed with, instead of all that we aren't....
You're awesome!
Love you!
-Julie
Wow, what an inspiring post. Thank you Caroline. I'm so glad things are falling into place for you now. It sounds like you went through SUCH a stressful time. But it sounds like you had a great attitude about it. Thanks for the inspiration. Love you guys.
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